NEVER DiD I IMAGINE😥😪

I never knew how much I wanted to be a mother until last year February 2018 I found out I was pregnant with my first child. Only to realize in a couple of months that I would miscarriage my son at 20 weeks due to IC. June 2018 my life changed for the worst the day I lost my son. My dreams were shattered. All the dreams and plans I had for my son gone in an instant. No Disney Land trips or crockpot meals for me to make for him. I would've never imagined almost a year later I would still be hurt and vulnerable. Multiple friends of mine have announced they pregnancies and all I can do is cry and mourn for my baby. I am happy for my friends but this is better sweet. I never knew I would cry at the announcement of another baby being born into this world. Lord pray for me this feeling is indescribable and heartbreaking 😥💔.