Torn & lost .

It seems like one thing after another bf suffers from depression n he hasn't seeked help yet I try n help n it goes nowhere ( I can lead a horse to water but cant make it drink type deal ) i want the old guy back . What do i do . I feel cause of how he feels he told me he doesnt want nemore kids n that's crushing . But i want the better version of my bf before another baby totally but afraid of him getting better and sticking to only having one baby . The amount of work we gotta put in our relationship freaks me the hell out cause I go back to work in Aug and itll get even busier and I'm praying we make it I want the best for my son I push on because of him . I have a different outlook at struggle than my bf I've had rough moments in life and I keep pushing hes just not the best at looking at it that way . Ahh !! I want everything fixed .