Today, I placed an order on Adam and <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> for my first sex toy ever🙊

I have a bf and I have been trying to respect his wishes about him not liking that kind of thing. I have expressed my needs to him on many occasions. The truth is, he does not put in the effort- foreplay, that I need in order to get off and I am left needing (feening) for more. I understand he is tired from work, but he is not tired enough to get his “nut” and again I am constantly left wanting release. I tell him that I need foreplay and he literally told me that he feels weird doing that. Like come on! This is how women’s bodies work!

So again I tried bringing up the sex toy topic, telling him that it could help us out so he doesn’t do the work and I am ready and close to get off for penetration and boom we both get off! But no, he even told me that he feels like me having a sex toy is kind of like cheating???? I am so lost by that....

Well, today, going against what he says and guiltily pressing the place order button, I purchased not one but ✌️ toys for myself. I am a grown woman and if I want a sex toy then dammit I am getting myself one (or 2 in my case)🙊 with my own money that I worked for.

Honestly though, I still do feel guilty but at the same time liberated. Am I fucked up? ...

UPDATE:

This is one of the toys I got myself (the other one was the Ignite 7.5” realistic dong- which was uncomfortably too big for me lol). HUNNNNNY - get it! My first ever vibrator and it definitely works for me. I orgasmed every time I have used it. The first time I used it I got there twice 😻 Goodbye to my sexually frustrated days 💅🏻✨

Also, I did tell my SO that I ordered these and he knows I have them now he just had to suck it up and ultimately understood that he was being controlling and that it is my body and that I can do whatever tf I want with it. Additionally, he has VERY much upped his effort and foreplay. Our sex has been bomb ever since and I’ve even been lucky to have O’d with him too 😁❤️

Ladies, treat yourselves! They’re also having a sale on other toys. And you can use code :

REVIEW50

To get 50% off almost any item on their site✨

This is what your total for this toy will come out to at checkout with the code✨

P.S.

I have my eye on this one next and it’s also a bit cheaper. Haven’t tried it.

Have fun 😉✨