So I’m very moody right now, I’ve been hoping this was my month to be pregnant and the cramps have started so I’ve lost hope. Anyway my Aunt in law is my favorite person in my husbands family and we are taking care of my husbands great grandma every night and she told me she had some clothes/dresses for me. So she brought them over and my husbands grandma was here and she was going through them when I came in and she was separating them, she took all the dresses and left me with some ugly sweatshirts. I know it’s not a big deal, but I feel like it’s just the cherry on top of this month. I’ve been working every single night taking care of her mother who is home on hospice, on top of trying to run a business, plus raising a two year old and now I’m probably not even pregnant and I was SO excited over the chance of it. I’m sleep deprived, I’m exhausted, I deal with constant bitching from everyone, I’ve been dealing with constant disappointments and I’m just over it. Not to mention the dresses were sizes XL and XXL and his grandma is like a M/L. Like wtf. And then she had the balls to say her pile was smaller, but that’s okay. BITCH ITS CAUSE YOU TOOK ALL THE CUTE STUFF AND ONLY LEFT ME WITH SOME BIG OL SWEATSHIRTS AND TSHIRTS. I’m just so over his family right now, my family is in another state and I have absolutely ZERO friends. I just need to get away! I need a mental health day

Not to mention, my husbands family is nosey af and all have an opinion. So even if I did get pregnant, they would all have something to say behind our backs. Except his aunt, she’s an angel and knows I’m trying to get pregnant again. Ugh