Delivery room

Hi guys.

Hope everyone is well & happy 😃

I am pregnant with my first baby (unexpected) my ex didn’t want me to have the baby and tried to brainwash/blackmail me into having an abortion which I obviously didn’t give into and I left him when I was around 6 weeks.

We have not spoken for months or seen eachother for around 8 months and I am due in 4 weeks.

I am having my close family with me during labour but I am getting anxious about having no father or partner there and being surrounded by happy couples with their little bundles of joy.

Did any of you experience what I’m feeling and have any words of advice ?

Thanks for reading xxx