Hey everyone.... im 7 weeks pregnant.. i just had a baby last year August.. beautiful baby girl wouldnt ask for a better blessing....

but because i had complications with her and an emergency c section... I feel like im so sad that im pregnant again so soon and that i may be considered high risk and of course im definitely having another c-section which the recovery was a pain in the ass... i feel like I barely done recovering from the first one and having a c-section two years in a row is like haunting me! ...i was diagnosed with preeclampsia with my first which caused her to come at 36 weeks.. 3 pounds 12 ounces...

U guys my head is just all over the place... i know i should be so excited and blessed to be expecting again.. but im just SCARED..at times i just dont know how to feel....