I'm really struggling as of late, ive had depression and anxiety really bad for 9 years but right now its really bad, ive been ttc for two whole years with nothing but a couple phantom pregnancies. All my friends are having babies and all the people on glow are having babies and everytime I see someone pregnant or with a newborn I die a little inside, it makes me furious that there are people out there who have babies practically by the dozen not looking after them or loving them. And then there are people like me who cant even have a baby and would be the best parents.

Sorry for the rant.

Im not saying everyone who has kids are terrible people, because I know and im so happy that there are people out there who are loving and caring. Im just a bit emotional right now