Military relationships/ mental health disorders

Brittany

Hi.. I’m 18 and I have a lot of problems . I have depression, anxiety, b.p.d ( borderline personality disorder) , self harm issues . I just got engaged my fiancé is in the military he is a Sailor ( U.S Navy ) hospital corpsman. I have known him for three years before we got engaged . I used to be able to talk to him daily have cut convos and stay up late on the phone with him . All that’s changed as he gets stationed different places I’m not allowed to go with him unless we are married . I’m new to the military life . He grew up in it I didn’t so I just want help I feel like I’m alone in this on some days