I invited my best friend over. He’s a guy but i only saw him as a best friend. I trusted him with everything in me. When he came over, he was very touchy so I kinda pushed him away and he pushed me against the wall and grabbed my neck and kissed me. I tried to pull away but he was so aggressive. I managed to get away from him and he grabbed me and bent me over on the bed and held my arms behind my head.. He think with his other hand fucked me after I said no two times. I stopped saying no and just gave in. I’m not sure if this is rape or not but I really need to know.