Confidence

I need to build my confidence up and I have no idea how. With both my looks and with basketball. I don’t think I’m butt ugly but I don’t think I’m very pretty either, i don’t have the perfect body and my hair is super curly and short. My eyes are literally black there’s nothing interesting about them at all. Idk I just don’t think I’m as beautiful as like my boyfriend says. And basketball wise, well I’ve been playing for about 3 years and I’m in a pretty small school. So in my school I’m kinda good only bc it’s small. And now I play for a travel team in a bigger city and all of these girls are so so good. I look like I’ve only been playing a month. And it’s as if no matter how hard I practice and play I feel like I’m not getting better. My boyfriend gets upset with me whenever we talk about it bc he hates how negative I am. And I understand him but I don’t know how to be positive and have confidence.