12dpo bfn 🥺

Y’all I think I’m out this month af due on Tuesday and I have tested negative since 8dpo, like stark white negative. I’m 12dpo today. I’ve been having an insane amount of symptoms I thought for sure were pregnancy related but idk anymore. I o’d on 4/9 and bd’d 5 days leading up to that and on my O date. I used the digital opk and the strips to confirm. I don’t think I would have implanted this late. I’m so sad bc my hubs seems to think I am preggers. At church today walking out he pointed out this dad holding his infant daughter and was like look hunny that baby is so cute 🥺🥺🥺 and the other night he held me so tight and said he wants me to have his baby so bad😭😭😭 I just keep thinking that if we didn’t lose the 1st one I’d be due in July, if I didn’t lose the 2nd one I’d be about 16 weeks, and this last one I’d be about 12weeks. I just want to be pregnant so bad and to carry a healthy baby to term. We’ve had tests done and they say everything is fine with both of us and we should be able to have a baby. Wish it would happen 😢