I’m nervous

Lariana

I’m 13 dpo and have a positive test. I’ve had 4 chemicals and 3 miscarriages, I have one healthy boy. I’m so nervous, has anything helped you guys calm down? I’m not doing hcg testing as it causes me anxiety I feel. I’m on my progesterone twice a day, I’m just, expecting the worst. I hate that, I hate that I’m not excited or wanting to plan. Im waiting, and I hate it. I love this baby, but why am I waiting for something bad to happen 😞