Ok, listen, maybe it’s just spring romance buzzing around,

Or maybe it’s the many, never ending pregnant ladies I see and/or know. The new mommies...new babies.

And here I am, 28 years old, I feel no more like an adult then I did 5 years ago, I am by no means “on top of my shit”, and in no way prepared....but I deeply, desperately, feel not just a want but a NEED to have a baby.

I. AM. NOT. READY.

But I feel like, if I keep waiting, I’ll run out of time 🥺