Anxiety

I spent days perfecting our bedroom. It’s important to me to have a clean, organized, comfortable room.

My husband lost his glasses and literally flipped the bed upside down looking for them because he didn’t believe me when I said they weren’t in the room. (Yes I checked)

Now the bed skirt is bunched up under the mattress and all my organization by my side is thrown everywhere and... I’m just having really bad anxiety

And even though he is asking me what’s wrong he doesn’t care to listen

I want to take a Xanax but I am trying to do my statistics homework and I can’t afford to get drowsy

AND I DONT WANT TO SLEEP IN THIS ROOM ANYMORE

i can’t stop crying