I've done good with my depression for quite some time now. I stopped taking my meds roughly 2 years ago ( I was trying to join the military)..... anywho, I've been happier and my anxiety has slowly went away as well. I started using cbd oil so that may have something to do with it.

Well here recently I have started to feel myself slip back into my depressive rut. I'm 23 years old, many of my former classmates are graduating college now and I feel like such a failure because I don't know what I want to do with my life or what God wants me to do.....

I try to stay positive and have faith that the Lord has a plan for me, but here I am with almost nothing to show for my life. I have a husband, so that's definitely something good, but I've been ttc for 3 years now and have not gotten pregnant.

I'm beginning to feel like such a failure. I just want to sit in a corner and cry my eyes out.