So right now I’m taking Zoloft and I’ve been taking some form of anti depression/anxiety medicine for about four years. Before this I took citolopram. I inadvertently stopped taking it last week because I was out of town and wasn’t able to get to the pharmacy. I’m now back on it because I discovered I couldn’t cope without it, it wasn’t because of sadness or anxiety it was because of anger. Every tiny thing would set me off, I would feel like my blood was boiling and there was no way to control it. I’m not pregnant yet but we are trying to get pregnant and it scares me taking the medicine while pregnant but I obviously can’t do without the medicine. My husband doesn’t really understand it either since he’s never had any type of mental illness to deal with. Does anybody have any holistic solutions they have found to be helpful so I’m not “drugging” myself everyday?