I just got a call yesterday from the doctor

Ladies I don’t know what to do? I’m so scared, nervous. worried, stressed 😣 got a call from the DR. Office 🙁test for any abnormality and it came positive on Down syndrome 😫 then 1 min later she’s like don’t stress 🙁 she said that it could be negative? because I need to do more testing 😔 just to make sure 😤 now I can’t stop crying and praying 🥺 I’m scared because I’m having my baby at 38 years old. I’m so scared because special kids need special moms 😩 I’m not rich 😫 when my baby’s 10 I’ll be almost 50 😭😭 I won’t be able to help my special baby😭😭 and it breaks my heart 😫😫😩😩😭... I’m scared not for me for my baby .. some people are mean 😩