Frustated and confused!!!

Okay.... someone please help....

I have a regular 28- 30 day cycle. My last period was March 28th before that Feb. 27...

After March 28th first time I started to do OPK... started at cycle day 10 with negatives until cycle day 15... ovulation day on cd 17.... 4/14/2019.... my period is due today but according to ovulation im on 10dpo....

I think i have been having pregnancy symptoms but i think thats just me picking at every pinch or cramp or tenderness WANTING it to be pregnancy.... i took a pregnancy test fmu and bfn... i am just trying to prepare myself for being out this month 😩 once again!

So am i out? Do i count it being my period day? Missed period one day or is it going to be late because of late ovulation? Not sure if i have always ovulated late as i had never kept track....or count as 10dpo and wait a few more days and hope for bfp? I am confused!

My husband tells me to be patient and if we are out we can try again on my next cycle 😡 i dont think he understands how i feel and how disapointing seeing negatives really feel to me....

Just confused--- missed period or 10dpo?