So I’ve been DEALING with my ex since December 2017.. I’m 21 btw & he’s 22.. we’re 9 days apart.. different signs ( Just wanted to state that ) but in the beginning it was AMAZING. I had just gotten out of a 5 year relationship where I was being mistreated, I wasn’t being valued, and I was constantly being cheated on.. I was young tho it was like my high school sweetheart but I learned from everything he put me through. So my new guy .. let’s call him Bobby! Bobby was like my heaven sent angel. He did everything right by me , treated me like a queen, valued me, he was everything I could ask for.. fast forward, I WENT THROUGH LIFE. I was homeless, I was broke, I was living paycheck to paycheck... I began to lash out and mistreat the one person that was in my corner and had my best interest at hear, BOBBY. I was really toxic, we broke up twice ... the first time for a month and this time for almost 3. I thought we were really done but he reached out to me one day and it was just like signs from god. I had been talking to other people nobody made me feel the way he did. I couldn’t find him in anybody else even tho that’s not what I should have been looking for. But recently we’ve just been talking and chilling.. but I keep my feelings to the side so they don’t get hurt but I do love him and I’ve never stopped. I feel like I’m getting half of him now. When he first reached out to me he was on my bumper !! He was calling, blowing me up, showing me all the attention I needed and wanted. Now things are like back to normal he’ll call? And text but leave me on read sometimes.. we play phone tag, he’ll come spend the night with me and we don’t even have to have sex. But this paragraph is triggered by last night maybe I’m doing too much maybe I’m not doing enough.. he came over last night @ 2am.. I had told him if I sleep alone again I’m done talking to him. I said that jokingly.. I was playing and put my feet on his back ( he hates feet ) but when he asks me to rub his feet and stuff I’ll do it. But he overreacted and since then I just laid alone and we barely even spoke for the rest of the night. I texted him and said why do I always get half of you? And he replied what you mean I don’t know what to do or say now...