2 or more children

Me

Today my baby fell down and got a scrape right underneath his eye. He is 2 1/2. I literally got him fixed up/cleaned up, then when in the other room and called my husband crying, telling him what a horrible mother I am. I am pregnant with a baby girl and I can’t help to think double the anxiety of when my babies get hurt. It’s a horrible feeling. Mommies of 2 or more how do u do it??