I think I’ve reach a dead end

I think I have reached a point in my marriage where I don’t feel connected to my husband the way I had felt before, and rather than making love, having that connection I just want the sex. and not want anything else to do afterwards with him.

Little background story, my husband was not faithful to me while dating and our first years of marriage, and I wasn’t aware of it until last October then it continued until January of this year when I finally just said “you know what? Live your life how you want to. And I’ll live mines divorced from you.”

He has been trying to make our marriage work, he has apologized and is trying, everything has been great, but the intimacy isn’t near as how it used to be. I don’t feel his attraction to me sincere, I don’t believe him wanting that intimacy with me...I am no longer there and I am not sure what to do. We have sex but it’s more like “i got mines. Now don’t touch me” from my end. He wants that cuddle after sex, or let’s talk or this...how we were when I guess you could say I was in love with him, but I am not there. And I have no desired to have that intimacy with him. Sex yes, but everything else no. He doesn’t even know that I’ve taken precautions so we don’t end up pregnant.

I think I have reached a dead end, and I think I need to do the right thing and move on.

Or maybe keep trying in this marriage and see where it leads?

I just don’t even know guys. I feel like I am at a dead end.