Guilty of not having a job after maternity leave

It’s been almost 2 years since I went on maternity leave and I have been looking for a job for the past three months and am starting to lose hope. I feel insecure that I don’t have a job and feel guilty that I cantsupport my husband with the finances. I keep telling myself that I am spending time with my daughter and this is time I will never get back but I just feel the pressure to get back to work so much. How can I fight this feelings? Please help :(