Whyyyyyy

We’ve been TTC #1 for a little over two years. I’ve been off BC for almost three years. My husband works 14/14 all the way in west Texas (which I’ve driven out to see him for the most expensive booty call ever) One of his co workers that he’s close with has a daughter that his girlfriend has been raisin (babymomma chose drugs over her). She messaged me a couple of weeks ago asking questions and I obviously answered. They were ttc for eight months then she got back on the pill because “relationship issues”(she cheated) then she recently got back off. I literally want to poke her little 19 year old unmarried self in the eye. She messaged me yesterday asking if I tried clomid, and she missed her period this month... yes I’ve tried numerous things. Idk if I can be happy for her, the unmarried thing isn’t the issue, I really don’t care. Some of the best parents I know are unmarried. But how is it that she’s able to cheat on her boyfriend and all of that and she gets to possibly be pregnant and I’m over here like oh cool, got my period AGAIN.