My dear ladies,. Help me beg God I'm sure he will hear all of us.

A little story that happened today.my friend and i have rented houses same place.we llive together like sisters and eat together.now she is getting married in august this year.so today we went to church as usual and as we were having lunch one of our friend told her that the text about the meeting she sent them doesn't have a venue. So I'm like which meeting? She heard me asking and she told me "BTW I'm having my first wedding preparation meeting you can attend"

I was hurt,I felt bad.someone we practically live together with has a meeting and she never told me and now I can attend as a BTW.I told her I wasn't going to attend but my love for her remains.

Now I can't stop crying. I feel like it's because I'm older than her and I do not have a boyfriend leave alone a wedding.

I'm 40 now but look like 28/30,.please help me beg God to give me my husband.i need a family now enough of these suffering.

Please tell God something about me.

Thanks in advance.