The worst luck eveeeerr 💔

Here I am trying to start a family, and I thought this month was finally it, I didn’t get my period this month. But I had been feeling pain on lower my right side (lower abdomen) and I went in to the ER on Easter Sunday 04/22/19 It turns out I have a “cyst” (they’re not sure what the mass is yet) but it’s the size of a grapefruit by my ovary and my Fallopian tube, I now have to go to surgery on Wednesday 05-01-19 to remove the abnormal mass because it’s just going to keep growing and there is no way of telling if my ovary will saved 💔😩😭😢😢