Is it just me or do you just look at your spouse and go you really want to marry ME! You see fit for ME to be your wife?! And you are just at awe because of the amount of love given to you and from you to him.. I catch myself staring at him and just smiling because I’m so damn happy that someone really wants to marry me.. FLAWS AND ALL! We just rented our FIRST home as an engaged couple and are in hopes to buy our forever home possibly a year after the wedding which is March 21,2020.. I’m just so happy that everything is just going in a good direction for us and our future family.. am I the only one who thinks that way?