Uh! Its so frustrating, embarrassing and cringy! I switch up my words and say one thing when I mean another. I will studder. Start feeling like ill pass out if the situation is stressful enough. It is all just so frustrating. Then after I mix up my words I beat myself up for it and just cant let it go sometimes for days. Makes me mad at myself but really if this were someone else I wouldnt be so hard on them for it so why should I be so hard on myself? Does anyone else also repeat themselves alot? Like they have to verbalize a check list or theyll forget because the anxiety is so bad youll go blake when you walk away?? If you experience this I cant tell you how much your comments would help me. Sometimes knowing youre not the only one experiencing something is a nice comfort...

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