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So I've been feeling so sad and alone. I have very little family around me and no kids of own. My ex has pushed me to the point all I think about are different ways to go. But I feel like the only thing that's has held me back, was wanting to have a family of my own. Just a kid to help me not feel so alone and helpless...idk if that makes sense. Do you guys think a child will help me change the way I feel?