First pregnancy ended up w/c- section

I had my first baby April 16, 2019, it happened to be c- section. I was not happy about it because it was not the birth I wanted or planned.

I just hoped for a vaginal birth and I was on the track for vaginal as well but I am not sure what happened i just stopped dilating.

Long story short, I still feel sad or disappointed over the fact that I have this huge scar or reminder that I couldn’t do what I wanted. Even though my son and I are healthy. I just get slightly upset over the fact that this happened.