It was suppose to be the happiest day of my life.

It was suppose to be the start of our future together.

You said you loved me.

I believed you.

I was wrong.

You cheated.

You wanted to have unprotected / unsafe sex behind my back.

You didn’t care about my feelings, our future, anything.

You threw everything away and then blamed me for giving up on us so easily.

Today I kept myself busy trying not to think about what this day was suppose to be. Tomorrow, I hope I can finally move past everything.

And maybe one day I’ll be with someone who isn’t anything like you.

THANK YOU ALL for showing so much support. I really really needed it. My family hasn’t been as outwardly validating and I have been feeling pretty alone. You are all so amazing 💙💙

Commenting again because I’m overwhelmed with support. You are all right, I missed a horrible marriage and avoided having children with him. It just really hurts right now because I owe over $10,000 in wedding bills ($6,000 for cancelling the venue ugh) that I cannot afford. It’s been completely awful picking up the pieces and I feel like I’ll be stuck here for a while. I hope one day I can get unstuck.