Is it really to much to freaking ASK!?

Jennifer

So I'm 37+4 days pregnant and been having strong bh for a week now and a lot of pressure. Baby is head down ready to go and so am I. My 2 other babies came at exactly 37 weeks on their own so I'm kinda waiting for this girl to come anytime now. I had asked my almost daily drinker husband if he could just not drink tell baby is here so I can relax and know he is capable to take care of me and the kids when labor starts, at 1st he said no problem. He drinks about 2 tall cans of beer a night but weekends always gets drunk at least 1 night. Yes at home, but still! To the point it's like another fucking child I have to take care of and it makes me feel scared if I were to go into labor I'd have to drive myself to the hospital (30mins away) and also for our 4yr old son who I obviously would need help with when in labor. I feel like he is being so irresponsible drinking tell he gets drunk. He told me he understood where I was coming from and would cut back tell baby, well yesterday he got 2 teeth pulled at the dentist and got prescribed some hydrocodone pills and he took 2 of them before bed, he was about to pass out to sleep when he got some wild hair up his ass and went out to the table with his nephew and started drinking some beers he had 8beers and 2 shots of 90 proof liquor!!!!!! I was asleep waiting on him in bed thinking he has just gone to poop, and woke up at 4am and he was passed out on the table!!! Like wtf!! I got pissed, 1 because he is expecting a baby any moment and I need him, 2 he just mixed pills with alcohol and it could kill him, and 3 he had just told me he would slow down! Am I really asking to much of him? And of course I woke his ass up and tried talking to him but he was to far gone he was just mumbling, I hate feeling like I have to rely on myself in this situation. It scares me. He is a great husband and father but he is acting childish and of course will use the excuse of the damn dentist for drinking smh. And no he isn't scared of having a baby he begged me for this last baby and has been excited the whole pregnancy!