this pregnancy was such a emotional roller coaster for me and stressful but I really wanted my baby 😓 my miscarriage happened this morning and I’ve been broken since .. this type of pain it’s unbearable because you lose a part of you . I never got to see my baby until today. I passed my baby while in the shower and I screamed and cried as hard as I could my whole heart dropped when I heard my baby drop .... I felt like it was my fault . Why me ?? What did I do to deserve this who did I ever hurt to feel this type of heartbreak? Losing a baby is the hardest thing I’ve done in life and if it wasn’t for my son I’d be going crazy right now 😩 yesterday my baby was alive with a heart beat 🥺 today my baby is gone and I’m left heartbroken with no explanation. Empty really.. I’m emotionally and mentally hurt and broken . I’ll recover physically but mentally I’m in such a bad place......