I wish I didn't love him...

He didn't love me. He only talked to me when he was bored.

He stopped taking me out on dates and stopped going through with them.

He always showed that your friends meant more.

He would do whatever to get in touch with them no matter what but if we fell off I know he wouldn't look my way.

I hate him, he cheated on me.

He made me believe that I was his only one no matter what we disagreed on.

He lead me on for the past 6 years.

He told me he wanted to have kids and be with me.

Then he said he hates kids and doesn't believe in marraige.

He never let me have a word in stuff.

He would always tell me I don't make sence. And would "dissmiss" anything I said.

He would call me a liar every time I tried to talk to him about what he hurt me about.

If things didn't go his way he would storm off and leave.

He made me believe that he loved me

He made me feel like I was important

He made me love him

But he made me fall in a rut.

He made me feel like I'm stupid.

I am stupid. I am stupid for loving him and falling through to his lies.

I have chest pain. I have depression. I want to cry. But he's not worth it. But it hurts more to hold it in.

I wish I didn't love him.