So ive had 9 miscarriages, and one stillborn. I want a baby more then anything on this planet and my husband and i have suffered so much heart break during the last 6 years. So today i went with him to pick up his check and i met his bosses wife. She was sitting in her truck chain smoking hard like relighting her next cigarette with the one shes already on. Then she gets out of her truck and bam! Shes pregnant, like HEAVILY pregnant. Im straight up shocked. I ask her how far along she is and she saids 4 weeks from delivery. I felt nothing but hate, judgement, disgust and envy. I cried in the car just angry tears. Idk if im in the wrong here but im just tired of waiting and heres someone who has a miracle growing in her and shes just doing something so stupid. Idk ladies but i didn't expect to get so hurt by it.