The due date of the baby I lost back on September is this week, May 8th. I am already really emotional and sad about it. I'm just not sure what to do to get through the day, or if there's anything I can do to feel better besides just muscling through it. I'm finding it extra difficult with Mother's Day being 4 days after what would have been my due date. I am currently 23 weeks with my rainbow baby and I feel like an awful person, like I'm being ungrateful for this baby. He has helped me heal greatly, but it's not the same baby and I'll always miss the one I lost. Just having a lot of emotions about this 😔