In 15 months, I’ve had 2 positive pregnancy tests. The first ended in a miscarriage around 6 weeks and now this one, is the beginning of a miscarriage. Why is this happening!? I either can’t get pregnant or I do and I lose it right away. I don’t know which is worse!!!

I don’t want to go through this again. I don’t want to have to explain to my 3 year old that the baby in my belly is gone.

I wanted to tell my family this weekend on Mother’s Day that we are finally getting our Miracle baby and I wanted to announce on Facebook next month while we were in Disney- “dreams do come true”. But apparently they don’t. I hate this so so much. Why does this happen to people!?