So I’m 12w3d I had my first scan today I went alone because my mum doesn’t know yet and my boyfriend said he didn’t want to come because he doesn’t support the idea of me keeping the baby, after work today we argued because I told him if he doesn’t want to support me then we’re over he literally had me in tears and I gave in and said I’d have an abortion but in my heart I know I won’t and can’t go through with it because when I saw that baby today I was instantly in love.

What makes all of this harder is that I’m currently living with my family I’m 19 and he’s 20 I know I could move out and support myself but everything just seems soo scary and I don’t know how I’d do it