Sorry for the long post!

So we are remodeling our house and the guy works by himself. He’s a one man job. Well one morning he comes in my room and sits in my bed and we are just talking. All of a sudden he starts to make out with me. Don’t push him away, until things start to escalate. He wanted sex, but I didn’t. I was on my period and I didn’t think of him like that. So I say no several times, push his hand away, and back away from him. He tells me to stop and his exact words were “I’m tired of these panties” and takes them off. At this point I give up. He wouldn’t stop. He spreads my legs open and starts to eat me out. Then shoves his dick in my mouth and literally has my choking it’s so far in. He turns me over and sticks it in. And this point I want to cry, it hurt so bad. It wasn’t even enjoyable, but naturally I moan and that makes him think I like it. Finally he’s done. Pulls his pants up and leaves my room. I feel disgusted at this point. I get dressed. Go out to the kitchen to get a water and that’s when he pushes me up against the fridge and pulls my panties to the side again and starts to eat me out. I tell him no but he’s got his arms wrapped around my legs. He’s like come over here and I said no again and he’s like oh come on and pushes me towards that way. Pulls down my panties again and sticks it right in. Again it hurt so bad. I’m not even wet, my vagina is like screaming at me cause it’s basically being forced in there. Again I moan because it’s a natural thing to do so he thinks I like it. People are telling me that I could of done more to stop it, that I put myself in that situation. That it’s my fault. I honestly don’t know what to do at this point.