My heart:(

Kit • 👼👼🌈🤱(02/23/2020)

I just had my 2nd miscarriage this morning. It's hard to feel like a woman when I know I cant carry babies. My hubby and I so badly want a baby and I cant help but blame myself. It's my stupid blood condition that causes me to lose them. Everytime i see a tear in his eye that he tries to hide it breaks my heart. Makes me feel even more guilty. I feel like I'm failing.