helppp i need some opinions

i already posted this a few days ago under a different topic but i want some more opinions because i really just don’t know what to think or do or say to him 😂 okay so i suck my boyfriends dick pretty often and i always swallow, but he won’t eat me out. he’s tried it with two other girls before we got together and he said it was nasty with both of them, he’s never eaten me out, and i’m like.. well maybe i don’t taste nasty? dick and cum taste nasty but i still do it. i’ve just never experienced that before and i really want him to do it but he won’t. i’d never make him do it or pressure him to, that’s not okay, but i just wanna experience that since i haven’t and people say it feels good. he’s not uncomfortable with doing it, he just thinks it’s gonna taste gross because of the other girls he did it with. i love him a lot. i’m not going to leave just because he doesn’t want to eat me out. i’m just asking him to try it but if he’s really that persistent on not trying it then i guess that’s okay. i’m not gonna make him lol that’s unacceptable 😂 it kinda just sucks bc i wanna experience that since i NEVER have and i wanna know what it feels like. also i HATE anal. absolutely hate it and i still let him for his pleasure. so why can’t he eat me out one time for mine? just once.