I need your help (HOPE)

I never post but today I feel so alone in this and I can’t tell to my husband because he wouldn’t understand. We did our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> on sat May 4. On May 7 I’ve been experiencing all of my normal PMS symptoms (cramping, moody and extremely emotional)....all signs leading to my normal disappointment that I’ll have a period this month. He’s staying positive but deep down I know my body and decided to test today and got a negative. I can’t explain to him how I feel and what my body goes through each month. Of course I’ll wait until the 18th to test again but I’m not hopeful. This is truly a roller coaster wishing for my 🌈 baby. Anyone get a negative testing too early then a positive. I need hope in this hopeless body