A few years ago I had a chemical pregnancy. We weren’t trying. But once I found out,I was a changed person. I actually had this feeling of a giant hole in my heart being filled. A whole that I’ve had for a long long time and I never knew it could be filled. But a week later I got a later period so we started “trying” my man wanted to wait a couple years and then start trying. I said nope! It could take us 2 years to even get pregnant so then I’d be technically waiting 4 years possibly haha. I was not having that! So probably 6 months later I fell pregnant, that ended in a miscarriage at 10 weeks.. I was brokennnn... period came exactly 30 days after my miscarriage so we began trying again. Since then we’ve been trying for over 12 cycles. A friend of mine told me to please finally make about app at a fertility place she referred me to. So last month I finally grew the balls to see what’s up with my body. After I hung up with the nurse I was like man if I were to get pregnant my body would totally be ironic and make it happen right before my fertility appointment. She’s like that. Haha so My app is set for tomorrow at 14 dpo. Two days ago I had pink cm and I was just like holy shit! It was like finding gold on my cervix haha!! I’ve been looking out for IB for 12 months straight and then some! I took a test after a 2 hour hold and got my first faint faint line. So 2 hours later I took another, and another and another and they all had faint lines! I just took a digital this morning and got my official BFP! I’ve been waiting to say that for a long time!!

Here’s my dpo symptoms!

I’ve read so many over the years it’s my turn to share.

4/24 peak opk ewcm

4/25 peak opk ewcm ,headache, extreme exhaustion

4/26 1 dpo extreme exhaustion, think I I’d from left side. Back pain, neg ovulation.

4/27 2 dpo sticky + ewcm (ewcm not normal) neg ovulation test.

4/28 3dpo no notes

4/29 4 dpo no notes

4/30 5 dpo light cramps

5/1 6 dpo at 9:04 pm had crazy pain right above pubic line!! Felt again a few times it’s now 11 PM. Hoping it’s implantation. logged cramps but didn’t feel much at all today. cervix medium and softish felt sensation when touched once will try again

5/2 7 dpo nothing except the cervix sensation when being touched again. Felt like it tickled or was just overly sensitive. Soft cervix

5/3 8 dpo soft cervix, high sex drive same with OH (hormones?) , constipated! Rare for me I’m regular.

5/4 9 dpo cervix dropped super low. Constipated again. Semi sore boobs

5/5 10 dpo drank 3 beers at the beach, barely sore cramps at night. Took a hot bath late at night and wondered if I was pregnant for real, even said I bet the beer thinned my blood a little maybe even did some good haha! Semi sore boobs not big at all, unlike my pms boobs get.

5/6 11 dpo logged about how my boob pain was different. Dull stabbing pains in them on and off past few days , just assumed it was hormones surging like normal.

5/7 12 dpo Boobs still sore . Pink cm at 11:30 am cervix feels like a nose now, 4 cheapie tests with VFL. slight crampies at night . Red rings around nipples ?

5/8 13 dpo darker faint line with SMU. Threw up water before breakfast, boobs a bit sorer. Light cramps. Feels like gas, keep thinking I got to poo or fart but I don’t at all. Haha! BFP on frer at night.

5/9 14 dpo BFP on digital !constant light cramps / flutters , feels like gas same as yesterday. Woke up super early because I was too hot to sleep. Crazy dreams the entire TWW btw. That’s it for now! I hope this rainbow baby of mine sticks good.