Need to vent a little

So we’ve been TTC for about a year and a half now. I have abnormal periods so we never know when I’m ovulating. I used the ovulation strip every other day. It never says I’m ovulating. Well in the past month, we’ve trying having sex and it hurt so bad! I made an appt to the Gyno but that’s not u til another month or so. Well a couple days after I used a mirror and looked to see if anything was wrong and noticed a scratch near the opening. We gave it some time and tried again yesterday and still hurt he could berly stick it in. Everything starts to hurt even during foreplay. I’m starting to think MAYBE it might be endometriosis? I’m not sure though but yesterday after we couldn’t, I decided to take a pregnancy test and a ovulation test just to see if anything would say anything. pregnancy test as usual was negative.. but the ovulation strip said I was ovulating! I’m just so upset that the first time I get a positive strip test I can’t even have sex! Any suggestions? :(