I'm lost

Monica • I am a single Mom of 4 boys and work full time. My kids are my life it may feel like a crazy mess at times but I wouldn't have it any other way!!!

I took a pregnancy test today and it comes back positive. So I send my boyfriend a picture and I get this in return

All I could do was cry. I told him if that is what I have to do I no longer want to be with him let alone have sex with him. He says I need to make appointment asap. I can't stop crying. He probably won't even come home tonight. Knowing I want to talk.

UPDATE::: I was not trying to trap him. We both knew what we were doing. He knows I was not on birth control.. But was not planned. He came home last night and we talked about it last night. He told me he is scared and he just needs a few days to adjust. Thanks for the ones who were positive.