I’m just disappointed

I know you’re not supposed to admit this, but I’m going to, because I’m human and I’m not perfect.

I found out today I’m having a boy, and I’m honestly bummed. I really wanted a girl. It’s all I’ve ever imagined having since I was a kid. I’m still ecstatic to be having this little miracle, but I just can’t help being a little disappointed. I know I’ll be a great mom and I’ll love my son with every ounce of my being. But... I don’t know. Can anyone relate?