So in a few days will be Mother’s Day, I’m pregnant with my rainbow (lost my first to sids last October). Everyone keeps talking about Sunday and what I’m doing, but I don’t want to do anything. I know I’m a mom either way but I just don’t feel like it anymore. With my son not being here, I don’t want to celebrate something he made me. My husband is taking me out to lunch because it helps him to celebrate mother’s / Father’s Day. Which is fine I guess, I just am not ready for any of this. I guess this is just me airing out my feelings because he is really the only person I can talk to. But it just makes me sad.