Heartbroken

I really really liked this girl so much y’all, all I could ever think abt was her and wanting to do things for her. Problem is we’re in a long distance relationship and when I told her I’m unable to see her she got really pissed off which I know is bad but it still stings. We haven’t broken up yet but she’s acting bitter toward me and she’s not treating me kindly anymore even though I’ve told her over and over we can talk abt it. I don’t even feel sad right now, I just feel numb and I can’t think abt anyrhing. I feel like barfing and it feels awful. Nothing helps. I’m supposed to graduate in two weeks and this just ruined everything. sorry for ranting I just needed to get it out somewhere