Just Venting

I’m lucky. I have three children. One showed up by surprise and the other two took a year and a year and a half of trying. We’ve decided that we definitely want a fourth. This is the first cycle and I forget how stressful it is! My period is due today and I haven’t had any sign of it. I usually spot slightly the day before. Even FRERs are not helpful. I swear that I see a faint line but it might just be an indent. And I had a good cry this morning which doesn’t happen like that often, not even the day before. I’m so impatient though!! I’m 36 so I know the clock keeps ticking away.