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My baby isn’t even here yet & it feels like every decision I make weighs a ton. What to eat. What not to eat. How many ultrasounds are actually ok?

Sitting at the ER today because I’m 8 weeks pregnant & cramping just a tiny bit with some brown mucus like discharge. They did an ultrasound, checked my blood, came back and said I needed a shot. Rhogam. I’m RH negative & if I bleed my body might fight my baby off.

Ultrasound shows a sub chorionic hemorrhage but baby looks good, so miscarriage isn’t a concern. But it’s still recommended I get the shot.

I panic of course. Will getting it too soon hurt my baby? It’s derived from blood, what about the dangers for me. If I don’t get it, will my baby be ok? It was just light brown mucus like discharge anyways. Is that even blood? But since I have the hemorrhage I’ll be bleeding eventually right?

My heart is so heavy for all the right decisions I feel like I can’t make for my unborn baby. I’m going to have the shot because supposedly there’s only a chance of it being harmful if I don’t.

Deep sigh. Just grow my little baby. Be well. ❤️