Such a traumatic birth

Baby is finally here! 40+ hours in labor after the start of the induction, cytotec, a ballon, Pitocin, lots of vomiting from the drugs they were giving me, and 5 hours of pushing straight. He got wedged in the canal. Theh did the episiotomy and then they tried to do a vacuum and it would not work. So I was forced into c-section. Still vomiting on the surgery table! Made it through and was too weak to hold him after or do skin-to-skin. Overall, so traumatic I’m happy it’s over and that’s here and healthy!!